another rainy day~

hello bloggers^_^
glad that i have free time to post new entry in this lovely afternoon...
i would like to have a cup of tea right now...and also eating bread..(almost like breakfast...haha)
okay....another 3 classes end just a few hours ago....the CTU and BEL classes...
i'd done my presentation with my partner, Rina... i am unsatisfied with the projector..ooo very100x annoying~
more than 3 times it shut and really disturb our presenting time~ feel like...uuurrrghhhhh!!!!
okay but never mind~ "malang tidak berbau" everybody makes mistakes including the technical..! uh!
if that wasn't for our evaluation,then i can consider that as a coincidence~ but it's not!

fuhh~ but okay, i did learned to overcome my stage fright~ that is one way to get use of it...
new idioms for today !

1. Cream of the crop : the very best
2. All thumbs : clumsy in physical tasks
3. Bite the bullet : to accept difficulty and face it
4. Out of the blue : unexpected / surprisingly
5. Eager beaver : hardworking and do extra work than everyone
6. To bang your head against a brick wall : frustrated when other people didn't understand your words
7. Action speak louder than words : do something instead of just talking
8. Put out all the stops : make possible effort to do something

~orait ! that's all info sharing for today ^_^

see u on the next entry ! :) tata !

teringat wajahnya...

hmm...susah mau ckp..tgah syok2 view fb org..tiba2 sekilas pandang ternampak pic dya...pelik terus rasa hati aku ni...entah kenapa....

tangga merah yang ku daki :P

jauhnya, tingginya bukan kepalang~ 

hahaha tu ar mau sgt test naik kan...jadi merasa juga naik sampai atas.....

entah beratus anak tangga aku dgn kawan aku c rina naik...hehe kes teda bas la tu tym tu...

tapi sampai juga,nasib nda keluar ampus...hahaa

what else??

okay...i'm actually busy pack all my things to campus tomorrow but still have time do some blogging~haha
i'm waiting for my younger sister to come home..hehe can't wait coz i wanna eat cheesy wedges !! nyummy!!

those picture is really make me hungry...oh my...i'm starving now.....come home quick !!! heeee... 

okay...be patience... :P

when I look outside of my window~it is going to rain soon??

not sure by that...cause the weather seems to be just fine...like the sun smile at me ^_^ (perasan)

what will happen next? alright, I know it is really really really (banyak really -_-" ) hard to admit my feelings towards him..haha quiet funny isn't it? (ok..nda lucuu tau....-_-" ) take it easy...if u are my destiny...then I happily accept that point..hehe...but..... if it is not....then I'm still happy... hmmm.... 

(pura2 happy ka apa??ish3... -_-" )

even it is tough to go through it but I have to.

no matter hard it takes to be.

I must face the reality.

I'm motivating myself...cause who else willing to do that if it wasn't me?

so...CHILL ^^

wait for my next entry "THE NEW LIFE TO BE AS A CAMPUS UiTM's STUDENT"

got to go !! daa^^

little words for today..

sad.....
I miss my mum so much...
I was thinking...
and that makes me cry...
I really miss you mum...
something just happened today,
and I cry and cry....
='(

ya Allah ! dah berkarat rupanya !

assalamualaikum...

hmm...suka menulis, mengarang...begitu la minat aku sewaktu bergelar pelajar sekolah menengah... rajin sangat ikut aktiviti mengarang esei yang patah perkataannya sampai 1000 ke atas...sangat2 minat sampai aku sedar bahawa menulis ni boleh buat duit rupanya...hehe maksud aku tu, bila ikut pertandingan menulis esei dan menang lagi tu,dapat la duit..bukan puluh tapi ratus....best bah....berbaloi untuk mengganti penat lelah jari jemari menulis dan memerah kepala otak ni untuk mengeluarkan segala idea-idea bernas, ilham yang luar biasa, kosa kata yang meluas, peribahasa yang cantik, ilmu pengetahuan yang mendalam..dan kemahiran dalam menukil ayat-ayat indah bahasa melayu....

perasaan bila dah siap tulis sebuah karangan yang sampai 4, 5 muka surat tu...memang sangat lega dan puas hati... tambah2 lagi bila menang, terasa lagi gembira ^_^ seperti karangan itu dihargai..... 

tetapi...apa yang jadi sekarang...hmm macam tajuk di atas la....rupa-rupanya dah hampir berkarat otak ni kalau lama tidak menulis esei berjela-jela ni lepas habis tingkatan 5 = (

apabila aku cuba mengarang macam dulu....pegang pen...mahu menulis....mula perenggan pendahuluan....tiba-tiba terasa bergetar jari ni.....airmata mula bergenang.....

ya Allah ! dah berkarat rupanya aku ni ! tu ar akibatnya bila dah berbulan-bulan tidak mengarang karangan... terasa kecewa dengan diri ni...kesal yang teramat...... ingin aku cakap dengan diri aku....

"tiada guna dapat A+ pelajar terbaik subjek bahasa melayu ! 

kalau akhirnya tiada gunanya pada masa depan !" 

...................... ='(

emosi sedikit malam ini....

akhirnya gugur embun ke atas lembaran putih yang tidak berpuitis ini.... ='(

kosong~.......